♥Friday, November 25

on the way to sch, in the train, i overheard some ppl talking abt drinking and smoking and stuff like that. up till now, i still dun understand why ppl drink and smoke so much.

firstly, yes. as everyone noe, it affects the body. but i think most ppl dun really think how serious it is sia.

all the organs in the body will be affected. be it respiratory system or digestive system. basically, all systems are affected. and then, it will lead to infertility. and if u smoke/drink when ur pregnant, prepare to have a defective baby. but before even talking abt fertility, if ur sexual organs are already damaged due to smoking/drinking, u cant even have a baby. so u can like forget abt getting a baby forever. unless ur rich enough to do IVF or something. but that has it risks also.

so ppl, STOP DRINKING AND SMOKING!

oh. and this reminded me of young ppl who wan "freedom" and wanting to become an adult.

from wad i noe, freedom doesnt go well with becoming an adult. especially so if ur not rich.

cause if ur not rich, when u reach adulthood, u'll need to work ur ass off. so no freedom. and notice that those who always complain they wan freedom and that they wanna faster become an adult are quite poor. and not to forget a majority of them smoke/drink. so how are u all going to support ur smoking and drinking life if u dun wan to work, which results in no freedom?

seriously, i dunno how young ppl think nowadays. they think everything comes easy...

*i suddenly feel old*

anyway, have u ever noticed, everything in this world need money. even wad ppl claimed to be "freedom" cause to have freedom, first u need to have money. to have enough money, u need to be educated. but to be educated, u first need to have money. see how this world only works around money?

and in sg, they always say they will ensure that u are educated blahblahblah. but seriously, without money, how can one become educated? and from wad i noe, thr are ppl out thr who are so poor, they dun even have the chance to go to sch while a majority of students are complaining abt sch. correct me if im wrong. but im sure im correct.

and *those ppl* who ensure that the ppl will not suffer. will have good life. and stuff like that... cant u see ppl are suffering? and from a certain "speech", i heard something abt not wanting to help the strays. oh wow. is that ur way of improving?

so ppl, conclusion is STUDY HARD! especially for ppl who wan to have "freedom"

alright. shall continue my slacking now :D

Out Of Bounds:D
10:50 am

♥Thursday, November 24

finally done with rj!

FINALLY PLACED MY ORDER FOR RAY!!

its gonna come in next thurs! :D

YAY!~

and then! THAT WILL BE THE TIME I SHOW OFF! :D hurhur

and then my number will change.

i dun plan on announcing my new no. to the whole world though.

so only afew ppl will noe it, i guess?

sch's been real crazy these few days.

finish and printed the pp poster few days ago. i think its crap. but alot of ppl say its quite nice.

urghhh. well, its no point if its nice and i still fail in the end right?

pp assessment this sat! *pray can pass* if not all my effort that i put into the report and poster is wasted sia!

last paper for ut1 was today! thank god! but yah, my results for all modules are gonna be crap. well, ppl say thrs always ut2. but i just have this feeling that i'll do equally bad for ut2 and ut3. *depress*

and just when i thought i had settled all these, other thing just pops out.

so now, i have to choose between IP and IIP. one is doing 2 FYPs and another one is 1 FYP and internship. I DUNNO WHICH TO CHOOSE! and both seems equally demanding! and not forgetting doing 2 FYP can go monash. but knowing me, i've totally no chance. and even so, i dun really noe whether i wanna continue with biomed or switch to vet. tough decisions....

well, at least my class is full of fun and crazy ppl.

oh yahhh! was forced to act like a worm during today's presentation, the "project runway". yah, my act cmi. cause i didnt even noe how a worm behaved. so i just anyhow. LOL

and then i think the stress is really doing some serious damage to my brain.

someone said she wanna find some song called sunshine-something-something.

then when i heard that, i started singing "u are my sunshine"

then in the end, we both were singing. so loud that even the other table can hear us.

crazy. totally crazy.

alright. shall go to slp now. shall think abt which track to take tmr or something.

*stress up to the max*

REALLY NEED THE HOLIDAYS NOW!! T_T

Out Of Bounds:D
11:04 pm

♥Tuesday, November 22

back homeee~ :D

i've a feeling the RDNA faci hates me somehow. everytime ask me to answer questions... ughhhhh, seriously.... x.x i noe i've a blur face. but still... @.@

anyway, putting that aside.

NEED TO FINISH POSTER BY TODAY!

and prepare for RDNA ut tmr and lab management the day after that.

need to finish everything by tonight @.@

but my stomach's being an ass... T_T

ohhh! and this almost made me cry. one of the few ppl who can make me cry by singing o.o well, i forgot who the others was.

gotta start doing rj and stuff nowww!~ :D

Out Of Bounds:D
6:31 pm

♥Saturday, November 19

SO TIREDDDD!!! @.@

was so bored just now.

went to witness my cousin making the marriage vow...

tsk. seriously, thats the most boring time of life. i mean like.. yah, u make ur vows and everything. but isnt it weird that everyone is looking at u while u make ur vow. and not to say, kiss in front of everyone? o.o i mean like... really lah? isnt it embarrassing? o.o

well, i dunno luh. but its like super embarrassing for me if i were to do it.

anyway, my cousin was saying i was saying too much science stuff o.o

well, the "alcohol damage brain" is science but the "charcoal has poisonous gas" is not anywhr related to science o.o

LOL! and then she asked me to relax and say i studied too much. but then, i thought the poisonous gas was common sense and not related to science at all o.o

then while telling my aunt abt stuff that i learnt, i realised that i didnt regret going into rp. though i dun like the educating system but i love my course! :D learnt lots of interesting stuff :D

ok anyway, back to the whole marriage thingy. i dunno why, but i still dun like that guy ;x he just has this aura around him that makes me dislike him somehow? its like even though he's saying something funny, i dun find it funny at all. and this doesnt happen to me. cause im someone who laughs easily. but he just... i dunno. i just dun like him ;x i just feel that he's having a hard time making a good impression and in the process, he seems constipated and so fake.

and so, the highlight of the day was the FOOD! :D

but the food wasnt that nice. so its super disappointing. imagine u skipped ur breakfast and ur lunch is crappish. pfft. anyway, looking forward to the wedding's FOOD! :D

so hungry nowww T_T

shall go eat dinner then continue studying for neurobio ;x

and maybe complete my poster.

Out Of Bounds:D
7:20 pm

♥Friday, November 18

SO BORED NOWWWW!

nth to do.. x.x

finished with ppt and everything.

so im like.. stoning now.

and now, i think practically the whole class thinks im crazy already. just now someone in my group said something funny, so everyone was laughing luh. then when they stopped, i was still laughing. ;x dam loud somemore. then everyone in the class was like looking at me. sheesh ;x

then somehow, me, wt, and wq became the retard and down syndrome family o.o

whenever we see each other, we'll "retard" and "down syndrome" each other o.o

pp presentation next sat. and my poster's not even started. GREAT!~

and my ut is seriously screwed man. done with a&p and genetics. a&p was a killer man @.@

btw, my cousins's getting married next week! FOOD!~ :D i've no comments abt that guy she's marrying though ;x i still dun really like him though ;x

and anyway, IM SO BORED AND SLEEPEHHHH!!! GAHHHHHHH!

Out Of Bounds:D
1:54 pm

♥Tuesday, November 8

finished with quiz and evaluation!

left with rj now. and im here on a break. cause i had enough of looking at dna sequences already.

anyway, today morning was raining super heavy so i decided to bring umbrella. but by the time i was downstairs, the rain stopped. so i kinda brought the umbrella for nth. pfft.

then i dunno why. i was super hungry today. my stomach was growling super loudly. super embarrassing! @.@ but when i confessed to my group members that i was super hungry and my stomach growled very loudly, they're like.. "no lah, dun have." oh wow. im surprised that they cant hear it o.o

so, chionged down to get fries and oreo ice blend :D

then someone asked me why im so quiet in class. then im like... "is thr even a reason?" LOL.

then someone else was like "she? quiet? no, she's not quiet."

LOL! probably the few times that someone said im not quiet? and that was coming from someone who is always noisy and hyper. and im obviously... not anywhr near it ;x

well, then yah. today's all abt dna and looking at dna sequences. pretty boring.

then during presentation, some guy took my slide and presented it. so i had to present the slide after that. which is only a picture and nth else... so i was like ... "ummm.... this is the dna sequences for the dna we are supposed to do. ummm... yah." u can imagine how awkward i was feeling man x.x thrs like... nth to say for it AT ALL! then the faci was like "is that all ur presenting on?" OHMYGOODNESSSSS! x.x and i even ate during presentation. im the only one eating during presentation. i dunno wad she'll put in my comments sia x.x

oh man... seriously?! gahhhhh! i wasnt mad that he took my slides to present. i was mad that he didnt inform me beforehand. so i was like literally "WTH?!" when he started talking when i started to open my mouth.

well, gotta go do rj and slp early todayyyy!! :D

looking at too much dna sequences in a day isnt healthy man!

neurobio tmr. with the down syndrome team! \n/

Out Of Bounds:D
9:56 pm

♥Monday, November 7

today's probably the most unlucky day for me i suppose.

firstly, my download folder was cleared. like completely wiped out.

so initially, my D drive was like 1/4 full?

and now, ITS LIKE THIS!

IMAGINE THAT!! x.x

well, at least i have much more space now. and my download folder looks very tidy AND empty.

but well, at least i managed to downloaded afew things back.

and the other things, consider it as clearing the space for other things.

experiencing very slow internet loading today. guess its because i downloaded too much stuff today?

and im actually happy that this happened? LOL! i think im really going crazy.

anyway, just started studying for ut

halfway through genetics and i already feel like slping cause today's whether is sooo hot and humid.

haiyaaaa. the weather just makes me too lazy to study. shall continue later on or something :D

shall go slp or play some games ;x

boredddddddd~

Out Of Bounds:D
4:09 pm

♥Wednesday, November 2

done with rj and everything! :D

but i cant slp just yet. cause my hair's still wet...

neurobiology today.

my team today super funny sia.

wq said down syndrome is the same as being retarded

then everyone in the group's like "yah, true. but u dun have to be blunt right? imagine ur a doctor and u tell the parents of a down syndrome kid that the kid is retarded."

then we laughed practically half the day because of the down syndrome thingy.

so next time if someone say u've down syndrome, u noe wad that means :D

and scolding ppl having down syndrome is much more creative than scolding someone retarded. anyway, its just terms that mostly only science students will use.

then during the 6p, we saw the word "down syndrome" and started laughing. so we were like the only ppl laughing while the whole room is quiet ;x

then some other group were presenting, sean and i was looking at some puppy love photo then we started laughing. then yl saw us laughing and thought we were laughing at the two china students that were presenting. then he started to msn me, saying wad... he always meditate when they're presenting, gives him inner peace. then he said something abt the siri "china edition". then me and sean were like laughing throughout the whole thing. then when they finally finished presenting, i was still laughing ;x and the room was like quiet, so the whole room can hear me laughing and everyone was like looking at me ;x super embarrassinggggg x.x

then i also dunno why my tetris cant work in sch siaaaa. seeing sean play beside me makes me wanna play. but when i go in, rp banned it. TSK! WTH IS THIS MANNNN. I PAID MY SCH FEES! x.x

after sch, just acia for dinner :D

wellll, food's average. abit small in portion though.

main reason i went thr is because thrs free flow of drinks and ice cream ;x

but well, drinks and ice cream's average too.

generally, just acia is average ;x

so, yah....

hmmm... anyway, i still cant decide to get xperia ray pink/black.

tough decision x.x

You make me wanna shut it all down,

Throw it all away,

Cause I’m nothing if I don’t have you.

What’s the point of being on top,

All the money in the world,

If I can’t blow it all on you.

yes, wealth and fame aint all that important at all! :D

AND YES! MY HAIR IS ALMOST DRY!

keyword of the day: HOSEHBO!

please... slap her mother because she nagged at her? wth is this?

i would've already slapped my grandma a thousand or million times. but i didnt even do it for like 1/2 a time or even 1/4 of a time.

anyway, i cant be bothered talking abt her since she's the talk over the internet for the past few days

phewwww. just mentioning abt her gives me a slight headache.

shall go slp then.

NITES! its a&p tmr~

Out Of Bounds:D
11:32 pm

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