♥Thursday, December 29

i dunno whether its just me, or the weather's been very cold these few days

i've been covering myself with blanket even in the afternoon.

i dunno whether im sick, or its the weather. but im pretty sure im not having fever.

and once again, i dunno whether its me or the weather. once im on the bed, i cant seem to get up.

and my appetite's been pretty bad also.

i cant eat much. i cant even finish something that normally i would have finished.

am i having some terminal disease? i've nvr ever felt this way before. (excluding the times im sick)

or am i being possessed? o.o

i feel like a totally different person.

its like these few days, i dun feel like talking, dun feel like eating, feel cold the entire day, my bones hurt, feel so emotional, i seem to be attracted to my bed. i dunno. i just feel weird. i feel sick. but at the same time, im not @.@

or am i having pms? o.o

but seriously, i've nvr encountered all these before.

haiz. i shall go rest awhile luh. until dinner is ready @.@

Out Of Bounds:D
6:26 pm

♥Monday, December 26

had been reading lots of articles abt animal abuse today.

apparently because some of my pp comment was that i didnt noe much abt animal abuse...

so yeah... i spent the whole day looking at videos of ppl abusing animals...

it couldnt be more traumatizing than this...

especially this...

its just.... *speechless*

and this dog is just cute. and its sad, at the same time.

oh well, gotta stop watching all these videos and eat dinner now.

been crying for too long now.

animal abuse is just sick.

Out Of Bounds:D
7:51 pm

♥Saturday, December 24

WALAOOOOOOO! WHY I CANT GO IN LEO WHEN I WANNA DOWNLOAD 6P AND STUDY?!

WHY ALWAYS WHEN I WANNA STUDY?!

i've a feeling that i can only download it when sch reopens. WTHHHHH! oh well... at least i have all the ppt slides with me. so i can just read through all those.

seriously... rp... WAD IS THIS?! HOW TO STUDY!

WALAO EHHHHHHH!

oh well... nth i can go now.

i'll just slack around somemore then continue studying. *yawn*

today's weather the best lahhhhh.

rainy day + bolster + music = (Y)

well, apart from my grandma nagging, as always. everything is well :D

MERRY CHRISTMASSS! :D

Out Of Bounds:D
11:42 am

♥Thursday, December 22

having flu now T_T

the feeling seriously sucks x.x

to wake up from a nap with flu is even worse x.x

managed to start studying for a&p, abit.

and i just realised that i cant watch videos regarding wedding proposal. its either the girl cry and i cry with her, or the girl doesnt cry but i still cried. crying is bad when ur already having flu @.@

oh well.... its not like these videos can be found everyday ;x so when its thr, u just gotta watch it.

gotta go lie down and rest and stoneeeee.

hope my flu go away by tonight @.@

Out Of Bounds:D
6:51 pm

♥Monday, December 12

just finished rj!

supposedly should be studying genetics now. but, i guess i'll take a rest. or maybe study tmr ;x

anyway, learnt lots of cool stuff on animal testing today. alright, it isnt that cool. but yah, its interesting.

i've nvr noe that mascara tested on rabbits actually cause them to be blind. well, actually all cosmetics have some negative effects on the animals AND humans.

from wad the faci said, cosmetics actually seeps into the skin and damages the liver and stuff like that. i guess thats the reason why people who frequently put heavy makeup have bad skins. their tissues are constantly being damaged. wow, thats some scary shit.

i think the faci's trying to scare us. but deep down, i noe makeup have adverse effects. but i didnt noe its that bad.

oh! and she said shampoos and soap also will have adverse effects on the body. so ppl, dun bathe so much! but its ok if u soak urself in water. just not with soap.

then the faci also said something abt having very few vets in sg and that vets earn alot.

well, upon hearing that obviously i got very excited lah. i just didnt noe vets can earn THAT much and that sg has so little vets. and then she said that vets who open their own pet shop can earn like over 10k per money. oh wowwwww. i plan to do something like that. just that its not gonna be a pet shop. its gonna be a day care center for pets as well as a vet clinic! :D *excited*

but well, i dun look for a job thats high paying. i look for a job that i like! :D

but then, the vet courses are sososoooo ex. around 45k per year. and thrs 5 years. do the calculations T_T

and while other courses are only like 20k+? OHMYGOODNESS?! can someone please explain the huge differences?!

haiz. i dunno ehhhh. i might just give up on being a vet, just looking at the money alone @.@ and then maybe doing something more achievable?

oh well, thrs still time to think it through.

i think the lab management faci has totally changed to become a different person sia. the first thing she did when she came into class today was tell us that we're gonna have buffet to celebrate everyone's birthday when we come back during the holidays because the chinese have this day in which everyone's birthday fall on that day? or something like that? i dunno? its on the chinese calender.

obviously everyone was shocked lah.

that coming from a faci who threatened us on the first day of sch and made everyone hate her.

and now, she's totally behaving like a different person.

she even said "excellent carrier choice. all the best" to me when i wrote that i wanna become a vet in her rj last week.

definitely something has happened to her.

from strict and non-laughing, she became someone who can joke around, kinda. and even treated us waffles and now, buffet ;o

OH WOAHHH! look at the time. i really wasted lots of time! ;x

but yah, i dun feel like studying anyway. cause my ulcers hurt. though it has no link to my studies but, yes! :D

i cant wait for thurs the comeeee! THE LAST DAY OF SCH!!! :D

alright. shall go study abit then off to slp~

Out Of Bounds:D
10:58 pm

♥Tuesday, December 6

back from lunch!

i think the faci today really hate me sia. everytime ask me questions... URGHHHH!

anyway, watching "vampire suck" in class now. super funny sia. its like so super drama. shall watch the whole thing next time when im free.

OHOH!

and and!

i just signed up for the chingay usher.

so many ppl from the class are going! *excited* im sure on that day, the place will be in a total mess :D

ohmannn. this just reminded me of ndp. so exciting man! :D

alright, shall continue doing my ppt now.

bye yo! :D

OH! and before that! this is a must watch! it shows how much bacteria thr are in the human body and the surrounding around us. yes, its super sick.

Out Of Bounds:D
1:29 pm

♥Monday, December 5

oh mannnnnn. this just made me cry.

poor dogs man. they were confined in cages for so long that they cant even walk properly.

more over, we were doing abt animal testing today. and i didnt noe that animals were actually treated like this. well, that explains why mouse were frequently used instead of dogs? cause maybe mouse have shorter lifespan and high fertility rate?

and great. today's rj question is abt ambition. so am i gonna tell her "i wanna be a vet. and im totally against animal abuse. and from wad i noe, animal testing is also a kind of animal abuse and thus thr should not be any animal testing"? ;x

hah! and if i do that, my grades will totally be compromised.

but heck, if i really have nth else to say, i'll just put that ;x

oh mannnnn. im hungry. i wanna eat. I WAN FOOD ;O

and guess wad. genetics ut is next week. WTH IS THIS?!

well, at least other modules are after the holidays.

tsk. seriously....

HOLIDAYS, PLEASE COME QUICKLY! :D

Out Of Bounds:D
7:25 pm

♥Thursday, December 1

I GOT MY RAY!~ :D

yes yesssss! :D

ok anyway, i got my fyp team.

though thrs still one space left, which is reserved. but yeah, i got my team already :D

well, at first i thought i was in deep shit.

but so luckily, some ppl got kicked out from their original group cause they chose ip and their other group members chose iip.

and thus i had the chance to say "eh! u no group also ah? then lets team up together"

well and apparently, only ip ppl can team with ip ppl. general track cannot team up with med tech ppl. and biomed can also team up with biomed. so yah, its kinda hard to find. but YESSSSS! i found it :D

*im a happy girl* :D

and i still havent chosen ip or iip. LOL

and apparently, the team is the "retard and down syndrome team". so i foresee alot of "retard" and "down syndrome" while working together. but i foresee thr'll be lots of fun too.

but i kinda feel bad for some ppl who i cant team up with even though i said i will. well, its not like i dun wan to. its just that the sch doesnt wan us to be together @.@

anyway, i dunno why, recently i've so many names. firstly, its "retard" and now im part of the bimbo family and called the "bimbo retard". and it seems like almost a quarter of the class is in the "bimbo family". yeahhh, very bimbotic.

then today someone bought a camera to sch. and i had to give an excuse of "im camera shy" just because i didnt wan to take photo. but yah, apparently that didnt work. i was PULLED to take photos with them. yes, they literally pulled me to take photos with them with great force. pfft. that explains all my ugly photos on fb today.

and yes! its late. shall go slp now cause im starting to get hungry x.x

Out Of Bounds:D
11:10 pm

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