♥Saturday, July 28
@.@ should be doing my logbook....
but as usual, im distracted ><
http://theberry.com/2011/02/07/daily-awww-theres-just-something-about-kittens-36-photos/
ITS JUST TOO CUTE! ><
ok, should quickly finish this and start on logbook x.x
Out Of Bounds:D
1:23 pm
@.@ sho tired.... dun wanna do rj ><
shall come here and entertain myself~
ok. so... I REALLY NEED SLP.
shit just need to stop happening.
fyp faster end.
okkkkkk. so yesterday pritti (or wadever her name is. i cant spell her name. lets just call her P then) ok, the convo went like this:
P: how long is ur fyp project? 1 year or 6 months?
me: 1 year
P: can i join ur fyp team?
me: why? o.o
P: cause im currently having problems with my team
me (in my mind): yah, i know ur having problems with ur team. and ur the cause of all the problems.
me: ohhhhhhhhhhhhh...... i dunno eh. cause wt MIGHT be going for intern. MIGHT BE! cause she havent went for the interview. so i dunno.
P: oh. then can update me if she's going for intern anot?
me: umm... ok. but wq told me the other day that his fren wanna join the fyp team also.
P: ah... then nvm ah. i dun disturb ur team
me: uhhhhh... but everything isnt decided yet. cause wt might not leave. so u still might be able to join. aiya. SEE HOW LAH, SEE HOW.
alright. so, i told her i'll "see first"
but.... wad i heard today was.... "EH WAIYING, I HEARD P EMAILED HER ADVISER SAYING SHE'S JOINING OUR TEAM LEH"
at first i was sitting on the chair, hugging my leg all relaxed and stuff. but when i heard that, i shouted "WTF?!" and literally stomped my leg on the floor.
ohmygoodness. look. i know ur despo to find a team asap cause ur team just ditched u.
but, u dun have to be so fast and furious right? when i say "see how" it means to see whether wt went for intern already anot. and not on the same day that u asked me email ur adviser telling her ur leaving and joining my team. this kinda thing is not for u to anyhow join leh. if i didnt know wad u did in the previous team, i might consider taking u in. but, after listening to all the stories that the other group told me.... of course i have to be careful right? wad if u bring ur shit from ur previous team to our team? then from ur one pile of shit, become our two pile of shit. our team seriously dun need someone there to mess up our grades. if u wanna get good grades, but in the meantime mess up other ppl's grades, seriously wads the point of doing a TEAM work? =.="
ok, its not the team i have now is the best. but well, we really dun need another person to mess the whole thing up.
actually, its fine even if there's 4 ppl in the team. but well................. seems like its gonna be 5. hopefully wt doesnt go for intern T_T if not, we're all gonna SUFFERRRRRR! ><
k. i think its enough ranting for today.
gotta do rj now ><
and update logbook tmr before going to diana's birthday party.
*yawn* so lazy ><
Out Of Bounds:D
12:22 am
♥Friday, July 20
oh. finally something cheered me up, kinda.
got A for proteomics UT1.
well, yah.... i know all the other grades suck. but, urghhhh...
like i said, no motivation. no motivation ><
oh well, on the bright side, its friday today.
BUFFET TMR! \n/
sigh.... my grades......
and.... trying to forget abt my grades...
ok, so today... i decided to wear gloria jeans shirt to sch today.
the convo with one of them goes like this:
them: eh, u working at gloria jeans ah?
me: used to
them: which branch u worked at?
me: suntec then katong
them: that means u can make coffee ah?
me: yah o.o
them: eh, teach me leh
me: aiya. there's nth much lah, very easy de. u put in the coffee bean then pour milk.
them: really meh o.o
LOL! come to think of it, i think i really say till its very easy sia ;x
ok, to another topic.
i dunno whether its just me overreacting or.... ;x
ok, so... i saw not one, but TWO couples hugging each other while on the way home.
i mean, its fine that ur hugging and stuff. but they way they hug is like.... as if they havent seen each other for years.
and then, its not only the hugging part that irritates me. they hugged awhile, then the girl suddenly walk away and the guy pull her back and continue hugging. wtheck? like some drama sia =.=" can u all like... do this where there's slightly lesser ppl and not in the view of everyone? u might not mind doing it. but other ppl, especially me definitely minds seeing it. or, u can do it at home whereby u know in those old chinese shows, the guy chase the girl around the room then after that all sorts of things happen.
walao. seriously... very irritating leh
and then, these leads to all those stomp articles where couple hug/kiss/wadever each other. and all the comments go "stomper no life. blahblahblah"
i mean yah, its irritating to see couples gluing themselves to each other. but oh well, i wont be so irritating so as to capture some irritating photos which will irritate my phone. nonetheless, its still irritating.
ok, then u might say, why look at them if i find it so irritating? ok, its not like i wanna look. i trying not to look already. but their actions are so big that cannot go unnoticed. and its the freaking public. they're doing it in public, who the hell wouldnt look?
and its not like im against all couples who hug. its just.... yesterday's one was just..... overboard. there are actually times where i see couple hugging, and in my heart im like "awww.... they're so cute" BUT YESTERDAY'S TOTALLY IRRITATING.
tsk. oh well, needa get some stuffs done. wont be getting much stuffs done over the weekends.
super cranky these few days, SUPER.
Out Of Bounds:D
9:47 pm
♥Thursday, July 19
super cranky now. SUPER!
so tired.... totally no motivation this week...
its like... i go to class, stone (most of the time)
and everyday, i dun even know wth is happening in class, AT ALL.
so lost. so lost. SO LOST!
and then, there's this meeting record i need to do now, and have to submit by tmr. well, this is easy
then FYP assessment on 4 aug. by then, i need to finish updating my logbook. which i havent really touched. imagine all the stuff i have to do in between that....
and then, there's ut... UT!!!! urgghhhhhh.... did so badly for ut1... and i didnt really have time to study for ut2.... gone gone... this sem, totally gone.
then wt wanna go intern next sem. so if she really went for intern, the brain of the team is gone ;o SO DOOMED! >< ARGHHHHHHH!
frustrating frustrating.
year 3 is no joke at all, seriously. oh well... i wouldnt be complaining now if i had better time management... haiz x.x
so much depressing stuffs this week. so much to do, so little time.
oh well... there's still things that im looking forward to.
only things like these can make me happy ;x
1. buffet this sat at todai
2. buffet next month at shangri la, the line
3. HOLIDAY!
4. vietnam trip during HOLIDAYS!
5. HOLIDAY, HOLIDAY, HOLIDAY!!!!!!
seriously... i think im easily satisfied... but oh well... who doesnt wan holidays. especially when u have just went through a hellish month.
and i dunno why ah.... when im doing my work, everyone come and disturb me =.=" HELLO, u can see im doing my work. still talk to me for wad sia? u talk to me, i ignore u. u should know that im busy already wad =.=" freaking irritating sia.
urghhhhh....
oh well.... time to go back to work.
Out Of Bounds:D
11:23 pm
♥Wednesday, July 4
alright. done with rj and stuff.
shall come here and relax awhile before continuing with report.
okkkkk.... so today. a certain SOMEONE in my fyp team realised we dun like him (i think? i dunno? thats wad wq think. i think he's pissed though.)
i mean... ok... u kept complaining ur "FOREVER ALONE" when ur the one who's SO irritating. seriously, u expect urself not to be alone? at first, yeah... i dun mind u. but.... seriously... my tolerance has a limit u know. i dun always dislike someone. but when i do.... its very serious.
ok, so i had a small argument with him. cause apparently he thinks that we can calculate the mean by just looking at the graph.
ok, so the convo went like this
him: from the graph we can calculate the mean by looking at the center of the curve
me: that isnt the way to calculate mean. u need to add up all the values and divide it by the total sample size
him: yah, we also can just find the center of the curve to get the value
me: then it wouldnt be accurate already
him: yah, we can just assume
me: YAH, SO IT WONT BE ACCURATE ALREADY LAH! (was almost shouting at that point of time)
ok, i admit ur the smartest out of everyone in the group. but, u need to understand that sometimes u need to listen to other ppl. it doesnt mean u know alot of stuff, u can run ur mouth like machine gun. anyway, ur just talk. ur always talking abt how things should be done and stuff like that BUT when it comes to actually doing it, u dnu really do much. like for today, me and wt did the database thingy and wq did the graph thingy. i asked him to do something. he didnt wanna do it. INSTEAD, HE'S PLAYING THIS STUPID GAME AS USUAL. HELLO! I DUN MIND U PLAYING GAMES BUT I MIND WHEN U DUN DO ANYTHING BUT TALK SO MUCH IN FRONT OF FACI TO MAKE HER THINK THAT U DID SO MUCH WHEN IN FACT UR ALWAYS PLAYING UR GAME @#%#^&@#%. wads more, i gave u face by asking u to do something. if not, i would've just ignored u and let u do wadever u wan =.=" and be "FOREVER ALONE"
oh. then there was once he wanted me to defend my point when i said there is no need to compare. HELLO. i know ur good at debating. but i am not. so i didnt wanna debate with u. so i ignored u when u asked me why there is no need to compare. so dun add oil to the fire by asking me to "quick waiying, defend ur point" seriously? ur provoking me man.
i might not be as outspoken as the others who just shout "stfu, fuck u, fuck off" and other stuff when u piss us off. but i have a very strong feeling that if u continue the way u are, one day u might just get it from me too. VERY SOON!
and yes, making fun of me has a limit too. i know the others always make fun of me but well, i dun get insulted. but the moment u do it, I FEEL SUPER INSULTED, I DUNNO WHY. its like the other day, he commented that my hair absorbs all of my nutrients so im skinny. and so, im like "have u seen fat ppl with long hair too? they dun have their nutrients sucked out from them. so having long hair means must be skinny lah?!" then i think wq could sense anger and immediately said "u know he's joking" and then im like "yah, i know" and rolled by eyes. i mean... seriously... if u wanna make fun of me, make it in such a way that it is actually funny =.=" and ur super low voice makes everything so much worse.
alright. so wadever it is, he might either be angry with me because today is the first time i argued so much with him. other days, i always ignored him. or maybe like wad wq said, he FINALLY realised we didnt like him.
alright.... so, have been going to wq's house practically everyday this week. gonna go there again for the rest of the days till submission of report. oh well... i dun mind. cause his bed is... SO COMFORTABLE. and together with the aircon, can really fall aslp sia. now i know why he's always late. TSK!
oh well... should really continue with report and slp early today. NEED REST BADLY!
CANT WAIT FOR ALL THIS TO END!!
ut and report.... CAN DIE
Out Of Bounds:D
10:54 pm
