♥Tuesday, January 31

back home. dam tired.
but i feel refreshed after bathing. kinda. abit..
today's lab lesson was super boringggggg x.x
totally nth to do.
and wq's late today! again!
and yesterday he bet with me that he'll be early. if not, he'll treat me tomyum :D
he was soooo confident he'll be early. but he's late. as usual.
so got free lunch today :D though its not tomyum, but wadever. at least its free ;x
dunno whether i'll still get my tomyum from him though... ;x
oh well, gonna have buffet tmr! :D
treated by THAT lab management faci.
oh, speaking of which, results for lab management ut1 is out. got C+
phew... i expected an F x.x
but wtheck.... i actually passed.... 13/20...
talk about expecting the unexpected.
oh well, gonna do rj and everything finish as early as possible! i wanna slp early today!
TIREDDDDDD!

♥Sunday, January 29

goodness. i REALLY detest how some elderly thinks.
firstly, one of them is scared to death because apparently one fine night, some cat came out of the bush and scared her =.="
hello, do u think telling the MP that is gonna solve anything? the most they'll do is find a group of ppl and put all the cats in the area to slp. and is that seriously the way to solve the problem? to me, thats ur PERSONAL problem. if ur gonna be scared by CATS, i think its best for u to stay at home.
and another thing, i dunno why they like to push and squeeze when queuing. HELLO AUNTY, thrs alot of space. its not like pushing and sticking to me is gonna make the queue go any faster. and i even complained out loud that its very squeezy and that everyone's pushing. and whenever i turn back because the aunty behind keep pushing me she give me the "WAD! KEEP TURING BACK AND LOOK AT ME FOR WAD" look, or pretend nth happened, look somewhr else and CONTINUE PUSHING =.=" wtheck.... and i dunno whether they have no feelings or isit that they're wearing shoes so they cant feel they're stepping on my leg... and yah, my leg hurts ALOT after that. thanks ah. my leg's been stepped lots of times today =.="
and i still havent figured out why old ppl like to touch ppl's butt. if my grandma doesnt do that all the time, i would've thought their molesting me. seriously.... WHY MY BUTT WHEN U CAN TOUCH MY BACK OR SOMETHING?! i understand u cannot lift ur hand high up. but at least refrain from touching ppl's butt lah =.=" and even so, if u think ur falling or something and need support, EVEN MORE SO, U SHOULDNT BE SQUEEZING AND PUSHING. wtheck =.="
*cant understand how the elderly think*

♥Saturday, January 28

HAHAHHA!
wtheck!
my comments for rdna

"you must be busy, you didn't provide a good proposal to clone the gene"

well, i was TIRED. and couldnt really think of anything in my slpy mode. soooo.... at least i came up with something :D

"Hello! Pls remember "satellite colonies" are the unwanted colonies! they don't
contain your plasmid, so we DON'T choose them..."

i only remembered it when i submitted and realised i wrote it the other way round xD so i couldnt change.... thats wad a slpy mind do to u.

faci, not my fault lah.

i listened in class. but im really to slpy when doing rj ;x

so, u cannot blame me :D

well, at least i got a B and not get D or C again ;x

AND YAYYYY! UT2 RESULTS FOR RDNA IS OUTTTT!!!

got a B+. well, improved from my previous C+ :D

ok, time to emo.

not gonna put down everything here. just gonna summarise everything so i can at least feel abit better... i hope.

ok first, i've nobody to talk to. sad, but true. everybody's coming to talk to me when they're bored or when they need somebody or when they need entertainment... they say im fun to talk to and can INSTANTLY be happy =.=" i feel like some entertainment station whr ppl come to me when they're bored and nth else other than that. like some tool for ppl to use. well, at least they noe they can talk to me, i guess... *looking on the bright side*

and i've no one to talk to... *looking on the dark side* everyone's just so busy and i realised as time goes by, the amount of ppl i trust decrease; up to the point whr i dun trust ppl that easily now. u can say im building a wall around myself. but yah, thrs wad im doing. so yah, thrs really nobody for me to talk to. even if thr is, i tend to just bottle everything up. so no one noes how i feel. but surprisingly, wq was able to sense i was angry yesterday. he's probably the first or maybe one of the few who can sense it even though i was trying to behave normally. i was even laughing as and when they said something funny, even though i didnt really felt like laughing. but yah, apparently he could still guessed it. no idea how. but he just said he had a feeling. but yah, even though i didnt tell him anything, really appreciate how he tried to make me laugh and cheer me up.

oh, this is starting to get lengthy. shall stop here. and continue thinking abt stuff.

♥Wednesday, January 25

YAY!
DONE WITH PP RE-ASSESSMENT!! :D
the facis seems happy ;x no comments from them.. so i take it i passed? :D
the guy before me, i really... dunno wad to say man.. ;x
the faci asked him why the terrorists wanna target the factory which produces some kinda food product or something. well, obviously its to disrupt the peace of the country and cut off food product mah! wad he told the faci was "im not sure. i found it on their website" ohmygoodness... then the faci's like "u cannot anyhow copy paste from the website without understanding wad they're saying. sometimes they can anyhow put stuff thr" ;x gone case already luh.
then, i was the last one to present. and so my disappointment, THEY DIDNT ASK ME ANYTHING ON ANIMAL ABUSE EVEN THOUGH I WROTE DOWN 2 PAGES ON ANIMAL ABUSE! well, the questions that were asked were kinda easy lah. so no complains ;x but their questions for me was much more than the other two x.x
but one question they asked me "are u a volunteer at spca" is the same question diana asked me before my pp. then diana was telling me to say "yes, i am. because i love animals" in her SUPER expressive tone. and the faci actually asked me that question x.x but, yah... obviously i didnt said wad she told me to say. i just cant lie ;x
cant imagined pp just passed by so easily. i was so nervous before pp that i was spamming popcorn. yah, i was literally stuffing popcorn into my mouth, which tasted like shit... but yah, the mentor treated us that. so cant complain ;x the coke float was quite ok. but it wasnt cold so it wasnt really that nice. the popcorn was BITTER even though they put honey... but once again, its FREE so cannot complain.
but one thing for sure, im gonna miss the class dam much. full of nonsense sia, majority of them *just realised that we have only around 2 weeks left to be together*
which means, ut3 is coming up *sian face*
first paper is on 16 feb... SIAN-NESS!

♥Tuesday, January 24

SO EXCITED FOR LATER!!
FOOODDDD!!!! :D
anyway, i already ate abit of the food just now. LOL
preparing for re-assessment tmr...
i hope its not the same assessors as the other time.
i hope it'll be easier this time
I HOPE I'LL PASS THIS TIME!
i dun wanna do it again next year! i've fyp to do next year! T_T
and i cant believe some ppl actually miss the class. LOL
diana was telling me just now how much she missed the class and she can finally see the class tmr. LOL! she's probably few of the ppl in the world who will say they miss class ;x
and ohmygoodness. my bro ah, stop whining that u wanna use the com when u didnt even ask me at all.
seriously, its freaking irritating. i nvr see u for afew months and u have to piss me off the moment u come here =.="
oh well... gonna continue pp stuff later.
too noisy now.

♥Sunday, January 22

haiz.
reading through everything thats related to animals.
and yah, it triggered my emotional side, again. like how im always sad when i see a kitten downstairs with no parents in sight. and its meowing so loudly x.x and sadder that i cant bring it home. and even sadder that i noe it'll die sooner or later.
was reading some articles on acres and found something that left a deep impression:

Washoe, a captive chimpanzee who was taught sign language, was expecting a baby, as was her caregiver Kathy. Sadly, Kathy had a miscarriage and was away from work for a few weeks, during which time Washoe lost her baby too. When Kathy returned to work, Washoe, noticing that Kathy was no longer pregnant, signed to Kathy “Where’s baby” and Kathy signed back “Baby died”. Washoe’s response was “Come hug”.

apparently animals are much more humane as compared to alot of ppl out thr. its a shame, seriously. oh well, back to the articles. this is gonna be interesting.

♥Thursday, January 19

just reached home after chingay training not long ago. tired. very tired.
found out that we got scammed. intially, they said its the USHERS. but now, we became MOTIVATORS.. well, either way, i dun mind
but the thing is, at first they said thrs gonna be 13 ce points. BUT NOW, ITS ONLY 5! that is like more than 1/2 is gone.
but still, the performances and everything seems cool. im not so interested in the floats though.
and heard that those who didnt buy tickets can go thr and see the performances too. but i think those ppl will have to stand up.

tmr's friday!
WEEKENDS!
CHINESE NEW YEAR HOLIDAYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!
but...
my pp re-assessment is on 25th. next week, wed. the day after holiday ends #.# wth......
lots of things to read up on during cny @.@

♥Wednesday, January 18

- this describes exactly how i feel now.
yah, i noe thr're ppl around for me. (or wad they claim to say)
even is thr are ppl, they cant possibly be thr for u 24/7.
yah, like seriously.. if u think thr're gonna be ppl thr for u all the time, ur dreaming.
just feel so physically and mentally drained. really need a break from sch to clear my head...
wtheck... i even forgot to do rj yesterday....
im starting to hate sch... no motivation to study...
i myself dun even noe wads happening to me x.x
complicated feeling... I DUN EVEN NOE WAD IM FEELING LAH! x.x i just feel... lost.... like im not supposed to be here or something x.x

oh well, gotta stop thinking abt it.
will remember to do rj today.
chingay training tmr... not really excited it.. even though i was excited abt it afew days ago...
should empty my mind. -O_O-
*off to eat dinner*

♥Tuesday, January 17

was so so so so SOOOO hungry in sch just now
my stomach actually growled during the ut. ok, not really during the ut. but the moment ut finish, my stomach growled. its so loud that the entire table could hear it x.x
anyway, the ut was horribleeeeeee @.@
a 2 marks question just flew away. its like... they ask something that's of primary sch standard. then i gave them an answer which is of poly standard. @.@
anyway, thrs always a ut3..
and i seriously dunno why im so hungry today @.@
had one big pau for breakfast, chicken rice for lunch. and during ut, im hungry already. so i ate some light snacks. and by the time i reached home, im hungry again. and now, IM HUNGRY AGAIN.
@.@
anyway, i got called a seaweed. because of my hair, again. @.@
everyone's targeting me @.@ even though, yah... im not the only person with long hair x.x
oh, and then... our fyp group was selected for the breast cancer project. but, i dunno... x.x its like they havent really confirm, i think.. but i really wanted to do the icecream though @.@
oh well... at least that is settled, for now...
coming up is chingay and pp re-assessment x.x

♥Friday, January 13

homeeeee!~ :D
feel so tired after laughing all the way from sch to mrt station.. non-stop.
thanks to wt and wq and commenting on my long hair ;x
and ahmad! who says i use my hair to sweep the floor! if he didnt say that, they wouldnt be commenting so much on my hair @.@
and hey! im not the only girl in the class with long hair. thr's another one with hair the same length as mine. but they didnt say anything abt her hair x.x
and somemore when ahmad say my hair can use to sweep the floor, THAT GIRL WAS SITTING BESIDE ME! he commented abt my hair, but not her's! @.@
and then in the lab, julianca was playing with my hair. cause... yah, my hair's long...
and yah, once again... im not the only one with long hair in class... but julianca says she's very hard to talk to cause she's too quiet, so she's shy, so she play with my hair instead ;x
oh well, at least im not the only one who find it difficult to strike up a conversation with her ;x *suddenly so relieved*
and for a quiet person like me, even i find her quiet ;x its like... during some lesson she sits beside me. while the whole group was talking/laughing/crapping, she just sits thr, i-dunno-wad-she's-doing, but she didnt join in our convo, or even laugh with us.. x.x like... totally no emotion x.x SHE DOESNT EVEN MAKE ANY SOUND AT ALL! SCARY OR WAD?! @.@
even when im quiet, im not THAT quiet wad... x.x
but yah, surprisingly, alot of ppl in the class dun think im quiet.
oh well, wadever it is, im gonna go slp...
tired, shoulder hurts, nothing/no one is entertaining me.
so, yah. im gonna go bathe and slp...

♥Thursday, January 12

WOOO! it feels so nice after a cold bath after a long day in sch! :D

♥Wednesday, January 11

BACK HOMEEEE AND HUNGRYYYYY!!!
today's lesson is very interesting! its abt SLP! :D
then during presentation, someone was presenting abt over slping. then suddenly, quite a number of ppl turned and look at me. LOL! apparently, alot of ppl already noe of my slping habits. LOL! and no wonder my memory is bad lahhhhh. cause i slp too much @.@ and this is actually a slping disorder... @.@
and its usually caused by stress... x.x
;x didnt noe its that serious. LOL!
OHHHH! dinner's readyyyy!
gonna go eat, do rj and stuff then study for neurobio! :D

♥Tuesday, January 10

just finished dinner!

Proj : Project/ Industry Project

A332 : Structural Biology

A331 : Cell Cycle and Oncology

A322 : Genomics

A321 : Proteomics

AND OMG! THIS IS SO CUTEEEEEEE!!

♥Sunday, January 8

ITS SUNDAY!
and im alone at home now. cause everyone went out.
so anyway, i saw this video.


so yah, normally when i look at wedding videos/proposal videos or anything related to wedding, i'll cry.
but THIS! my reaction from the start to the end is "WTF"
i was too engrossed with how big the house is. and how many cars can actually be parked thr. and those cars arent normal old cars u see on the road everyday. AND THEY'RE ALL LINED UP ONE BY ONE LIKE SHOWCASING THEIR CARS LIKE THAT SIA!
AND WTF THEY EVEN HAD THE TRAFFIC POLICE TO ESCORT THEM?!
SERIOUSLY! WE NOE UR RICH. DUN HAVE TO FLAUNT! it just makes poor ppl like us feel demoralised. ok yah, i sound jealous here. ;x
but WTHHHHHHHHHH! @.@
my dream when i was young was to stay in a bungalow. but as i grow up, i didnt even wanna think abt it cause i noe its not something thats possible. and even if its possible, i would rather stay somewhr small. to me, its much more cozy as compared to a big house. AND WTHHHHHHHH. THEIR HOUSE IS LIKE..... WAD.... THE PLACE WHR THEY PARK ALL THEIR CARS IS BIGGER THAN MY ENTIRE HOUSE!
and i cant help but wonder if he's that rich, is he trying to help out the poor? cause if he did, thr'll be very little poor ppl in sg.
well, at least if im rich, i'll do something to help the poor. and if ever im THAT rich, i'll open a vet clinic+pet daycare, donate lots of money to animal organizations, help the needy and during my free time i'll do lots of volunteer work! :D well, if im that rich, i wouldnt even need to work ;x i can even retire already. alright. shall work towards that :D rich ppl always motivate me to work hard ;x
ok, now im motivated to study for a&p. ;x
shall go study for a&p then ~.~

♥Friday, January 6

yay. im back home, with nth to do. for the first time.
cause i finished rj and everything in sch. FIRST TIME.
cause lesson ended early. FIRST TIME!
oh... and apparently, heard that RP is ranked 2nd among all polys.
and yah, i see some SP students flaming RP just because we "took" their place.
oh, so thats how the students of a "good sch" behave? flaming others when ur place is taken over by some "lousy sch"?
and in my opinion, RP isnt a "lousy sch". we study the same things as other polys. just because RP's a new sch, so most of the courses have cutoff point of 20+, everyone's saying RP isnt a good sch cause its so easy to get in, blahblahblah. in fact, im glad that the cutoff point's so high that i can get into the course i wan. and well, i dunno whether its true. but i think the cutoff point for biomedical or science courses in general is dropping. so its gonna be harder to get into science courses in RP. sooner or later, the cutoff point for all courses will drop. its only a matter of time.

♥Tuesday, January 3

managed to survive the first day of sch!! :D
it wasnt so bad... kinda... i guess... ;x
seriously, i hate a&p. too many stuff to remember. and its only the knee joints and bones alone.... WALAOOOOOO. why so many different names?!
then while going home, was talking to wq abt the IP and IIP thingy. im still not sure whether i made the correct choice by choosing IP anot x.x cause its like... if i take IP (better for ppl who aim to go uni), and if my gpa is screwed, i might not get a job when i graduate cause i dun have much experience in the workforce, and basically im screwed. and surprisingly, that wq who always called me a retard said something comforting once in his life "dun worry ah. all of us are on the same boat, so just have to jiayou for fyp and pull up gpa lorh."
WOAHHHHHH! i love this kinda fyp team mate! :D at least i noe my team mates are all willing to work and not just slack around. and it kinda lessens the burden. cause u noe someone else other than u is worrying abt the same thing.
and we need to do 2 fyp. so its really very important to find good teammates.
if not, both fyp will be screwed = life's screwed.
then on the train, met siyi. initially, i didnt even recognised her. she was the one who recognised me. cause, yah... i didnt change much ;x funny thing was, i was sitting beside her, and i thought the girl beside me was some random person ;x until she started talking to me after sitting for quite some time. LOL! oh well, shows that my looks didnt change at all. ppl still can recognise me ;x
OHHHH! and thennnn! got selected for the chingay STUDENT AMBASSADOR. the STUDENT AMBASSADOR sounds nice only ah? :D LOL!
oh well, its gonna be tiring. tiring, but fun :D
DINNER'S READYYYYY! GONNA GO EAT NOWWWWWW!
HUNGRY! @.@
and rj and all those rubbish after dinner. haiz. so tiredddd!

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