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♥Friday, June 22


so tired..... no mood to do rj.... no mood to do anything.... ><
*and i just realised i ate alot today*
one dumpling for breakfast, you-mian for lunch, 3/4 of a dumpling before dinner, 1 dumpling and 1 bowl of rice for dinner. 
ok, no wonder i feel so tired and feel like puking now. i ate so much ><
well, its a good thing i can eat so much and not worry abt gaining weight at all. LOL!
oh well, im trying wq and wt's advice. see whether i'll really gain weight. 



and THIS! 
is SOOOOO CUTE
SO VERY CUTEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!
OHMYGOD! >w<
its time like this where i wish julicana is beside me then we'll spazz together while looking at stuffs related to animals. 
yeah, we can get pretty crazy. (from how wt described us) 
the way wt describe really.... super funny sia xD she say we were screeching and waving our hands around. LOLLLL! totally exaggerated sia. we were doing that during presentation. so if we were really that.... crazy, faci would've already stopped us or something ;x
but yeah, i wasnt the crazy one. i was actually the one who was being shook by julianca. so yah, my hand wasnt in my control. LOL! but yah, i did spazz. LOL!
but but....
ITS SO CUTEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!! ><


alrightttttt. time for rj >< sigh.

Out Of Bounds:D
9:38 pm

♥Wednesday, June 20


ohmygod.... was so depressed after cell cycle&oncology paper just now.  
totally screwed up man. didnt even know wad i was writing x.x
but well, i was surprised my mood can change so quickly. 
before ut, i was laughing and blasting song in the library, acting like ut is nth ;x
during ut, i was so stressed up
after ut, i was laughing and crapping with wq and wt. and well, surprisingly, during the entire ut, the song "dance again" was playing in ALL of our head. (yah, during ut, i was actually starring at my laptop and thinking of which question to choose and the song kept playing in my head. then was thinking wq and wt confirm can do it like a breeze. and i just sat there, starring at the screen >< and when i finally which question to do, im already left with 5 mins for a 7 marks question. HOW NICE)
then was feeling very tired in the train 
after wq alighted at sembawang, still tired. abit sad over ut
while walking home, some sad song decided to play from my ipod, then got super depressed. eyes teary, but still able to reach home, surprisingly ;x
when reach home, depressed -> irritated -> hungry -> tired
wow. im surprised by how fast my emotions can change.  

Out Of Bounds:D
9:34 pm

♥Monday, June 18


MONDAY IS FINALLY OVERRRRRRR!!!!
HELL IS OVER :D
totally forgot that i've got something in sch today x.x and i happily thought i can go back right after sch ends. x.x
if i didnt ran into wq on the way to the toilet, i would've gone home without knowing anything ;x (his phone was having some problem anyway. so cant receive his msg)
shows that S2 isnt that good ;x *ahem*
so, went for proteomics ut revision. well, it was ok lah. at least.... when i went there, i realised i didnt know a shit. LOL! ummm... yah, its a good thing. cause at least... i know wad i didnt know xD
oh well.... on the bright side, i know wad to study more on ;x



and ohmygod... on the way to mrt, wt said this song was my kinda song...
because i listen to cascada and britney spears and all kinds of songs related to this. 
and pitbull was inside. so she immediately concluded its my kind of song. LOL!
*no comments man* this song is..... SO NOT MY SONG


oh well~ gotta faster finish rj and go slp ~.~
genomics tmr.... SIANNNNNNNNN 

Out Of Bounds:D
11:00 pm

♥Thursday, June 14


good thing is i finally quit.
bad news, was told that the manager said i have a bad working attitude. then say i PURPOSELY sick. im FAKING it
seriously? if i dun have problems with the company, i wouldnt even have ur so called "bad working attitude" when i try to be friendly to everyone, they just ignore me. fine lah fine. ok, so to the more absurd part. me... PURPOSELY wanna be sick. FAKING it. ok.... so when i urine, there's blood. I PURPOSELY WANNA BE LIKE THAT? IM FAKING THAT?! WTF. I PUT KETCHUP IN MY URINE AH? =.=" ok, u might say i might be faking my cough and stuff. u might not know because i didnt tell u all my problems. so please. dun think u know everything abt me when u dunno anything at all. 
u might be a manager. but if u dun wanna get to know all the staffs, please. just shutup. and freaking enjoy ur life in the office while the other ppl work like shit for u =.="
from the first day of work, from wad i observed, the managers have nvr given a shit to most of the staffs. only friendly to some and treat the others like slaves.   
bias assholes =.="
i seriously feel bad for ppl who work so hard and then ppl talk bad abt them behind their back. seriously.... give ppl some credit lah. 
seriously... cant stand it. im just gonna return the uniform and give them the resignation letter and nvr see them again. 
IRRITATING 


Out Of Bounds:D
2:52 pm

♥Tuesday, June 12


ohmygod~ 
im hooked on twitter already.
i've been like reading everything abt the cancer sign. and most of them are so true sia!


#cancer does not share their problems easily. If they tell you one,consider yourself special.
How to deal a mood swing : Feed them.
can typically isolate themselves when stressed,angry or having a mood swing.
secretly admires being appreciated. Its like a catalyst to work for better :)
generally give an impression of being shy,moody and introvert. They'd rather give a wrong impression than giving up caution.
Well, a will be sweet,charming and an extrovert if they like you in a significant way.
Only the best people see the best qualities of . They wont just open up 'fully' to everyone.
are sweet and caring.And even in their rough times,you wont see them rude unless you were the one who messed things up.
silence will teach you what their words cant. Bc they are so soft-spoken and humane that they dont want to hurt others.
dont generally warm up easily to people who approach them too directly.
You'll never witness a wild side if they dont trust you.
generally have a part of themselves that they share to nobody. Not even their bff's. They value their space.
is a whole new person if they open up to you. Almost opposite to what you knew. Communication is the key.
play cold,aloof and a dis-interested role bc they get dont know how to place their trust and caution on the particular person
Being a water sign, are very adjusting. People think they're being shy while they're trying to make things comfortable.
likes to take it one thing at time.. One step.. One person... One everything
adapts very well.. So they will act a certain way according to whose around them
is humble and doesn't like being the center of attention.
he mind of a is confusing, even to the them self.
cares too much about protecting the feelings of others to the point that they forget to put themselves first sometimes
is emotional at times and needs some one who can deal with them being overly angry or sad at times
doesnt deal with stress well
Dont mess up.. Cause anything you do wrong to a will not be forgotten
has a great sense of humor which is shown in goofy and random ways when they are happy
If you do your part will not let you down.. They will give their 100%
Do all the little things for .. They appreciate everything you do for them
will go above and beyond for you if you show them that you sincerely care for them
Cancer dont prefer to be emotional at all.
hides their emotions.. Only the people closest to them can recognize how they are feeling and even they rarely know


okkkk. i should stop spamming. but all this. HITS THE JACKPOT. k, should really do my rj. 

Out Of Bounds:D
11:09 pm

♥Sunday, June 10


very strong urge to quit my current job.
when i say strong, its VERY STRONG. believe me, no urge has been this strong for me. 
ok, maybe thats abit exaggerated. but yah, u get wad i mean. well, i think my urge to quit gloria jeans the other time was this strong too, or maybe slightly lesser. 
but well, look at it this way... 
while i was at gloria jeans, i didnt mind helping them when they needed help. i even worked for 12hrs without going for break. yah, i didnt mind at all. (just that i feel all weak after that) at least, im being appreciated. or at least, thats wad i feel. and then, yah.. on my last day, i even told them i can come back and help out if they need ppl. well, once again, i didnt mind.  
while here, when they asked me to work extra, without hesitation, my answer will always be "no" wad for working at a place where u dun feel welcomed at all?
and wad.... im told to put lipgloss if im doing cashier. HELLO! CASHIER LEH! IM NOT A FREAKING MODEL! =.=" total crap sia. im not gonna put any lipgloss today. worse comes to worse, today is my last day of work there.
and when i was working at gloria jeans, i'll say bye to everyone before leaving. but now, i dun even bother saying bye to anyone. well, that is if they say bye to me, then i'll reply lorh. but well, actually i do say bye lah. but only to those who i feel are being pushed around and bullied by the fillipino gang. hello. u come here, behave as if its ur land. who even gave u the rights to act as if ur so big? =.="
and wad... i was given attitude yesterday even though i didnt even do anything. well, i've a feeling its because i didnt turn up for the get-together on monday. hello. if that's really the case, i really dunno wad to say sia. ur older than me. but u behave like some kindergarten kid. seriously... =.=" and i can feel that ur talking abt me behind my back. i dun even have to eavesdrop to know that my name is being mentioned. i can tell from ur behavior ok =.=" 
no one minds if u come over here and work. but if u come over here, act as if u own this land and think u can do wadever u wan over here, please... just leave. ur just a source of income anyway. and if any change is needed, its the number of "this kind" that needs to be decreased. the number of "TALENTS" here is.... overpopulating the locals. u see them everywhere. i dun even have to use the word "practically"
just learnt an important life lesson. 
while working, the ppl below are always the one getting all the shit. the more outstanding ones are always using ppl. the ones at the top are just sitting around and waiting for money to roll in. well, this is wad majority of the ppl are facing. not all, i wan to believe. the society is just..... screwed up. end of discussion. 


urghhh. cant believe i wasted so much energy on this. now i feel so tired. gonna slp awhile and go to work =.="
*notice how i didnt even bother mentioning where im working at* 
FEDDUP!
aw mannn... i really miss working at action city. where we have fun while working, every single day. and the ppl there are so friendly. 
oh well... they dun have part times. 
BIG SIGH! 

Out Of Bounds:D
1:05 pm

♥Saturday, June 9


holiday is ending...
didnt study much during the holidays...
have been going out practically everyday during the weekdays and i've work on weekends.. ><
shit. im so gonna fail.
and my phone's giving me problems. 
>< so not in the mood today. 
why am i not born smart? if im not smart, at least make me hardworking luh >< sadly, im just... not born like that. 
all i can do is whine on how im going to fail and not doing much abt it ><
sigh, this is sad. im hopeless.
haiz. i just feel like cuddling with my bolster the whole day in my room and be a hermit crab and hopefully escape from the world, the whole of today. 
but sadly, cant. 
>< haiz, feels so emotional now.   



well, yes. i agree with this. or at least, most of it. 
oh well... gonna make use of how little time i have left now before i go for work to study abit..
*time to chiong 6p. time to chase away all the negative feelings* 

Out Of Bounds:D
11:29 am

♥Tuesday, June 5


T_T
i look like some xiao mei mei after cutting my hair.
i seriously look like some sec sch kid now x.x
OHMYGOD, HAIR! PLEASE, FASTER GROW! T_T
and not to mention, i feel so weird now. imagine cutting hair thats from the waist till ur arm. THATS ALOT OF HAIR OK! x.x
RAWRRRRRRRRRR!!! 
oh well, nth i can do abt it ;x i'll just hope it grows faster than usual x.x
*so not looking forward to go back sch* 
and i've to go back to sch tmr T_T and face everyone. 
ohmygod........... x.x 


oh, and i just finish watching psychic detective yakumo
super touching x.x 
its been a long time since im teary eyed while watching anime. 
WHY IS THERE NO SEASON 2?! OHMYGODDDDDDD!!!! ><

Out Of Bounds:D
9:32 am