alright. done with rj and stuff. shall come here and relax awhile before continuing with report. okkkkk.... so today. a certain SOMEONE in my fyp team realised we dun like him (i think? i dunno? thats wad wq think. i think he's pissed though.) i mean... ok... u kept complaining ur "FOREVER ALONE" when ur the one who's SO irritating. seriously, u expect urself not to be alone? at first, yeah... i dun mind u. but.... seriously... my tolerance has a limit u know. i dun always dislike someone. but when i do.... its very serious. ok, so i had a small argument with him. cause apparently he thinks that we can calculate the mean by just looking at the graph. ok, so the convo went like this him: from the graph we can calculate the mean by looking at the center of the curve me: that isnt the way to calculate mean. u need to add up all the values and divide it by the total sample size him: yah, we also can just find the center of the curve to get the value me: then it wouldnt be accurate already him: yah, we can just assume me: YAH, SO IT WONT BE ACCURATE ALREADY LAH! (was almost shouting at that point of time) ok, i admit ur the smartest out of everyone in the group. but, u need to understand that sometimes u need to listen to other ppl. it doesnt mean u know alot of stuff, u can run ur mouth like machine gun. anyway, ur just talk. ur always talking abt how things should be done and stuff like that BUT when it comes to actually doing it, u dnu really do much. like for today, me and wt did the database thingy and wq did the graph thingy. i asked him to do something. he didnt wanna do it. INSTEAD, HE'S PLAYING THIS STUPID GAME AS USUAL. HELLO! I DUN MIND U PLAYING GAMES BUT I MIND WHEN U DUN DO ANYTHING BUT TALK SO MUCH IN FRONT OF FACI TO MAKE HER THINK THAT U DID SO MUCH WHEN IN FACT UR ALWAYS PLAYING UR GAME @#%#^&@#%. wads more, i gave u face by asking u to do something. if not, i would've just ignored u and let u do wadever u wan =.=" and be "FOREVER ALONE" oh. then there was once he wanted me to defend my point when i said there is no need to compare. HELLO. i know ur good at debating. but i am not. so i didnt wanna debate with u. so i ignored u when u asked me why there is no need to compare. so dun add oil to the fire by asking me to "quick waiying, defend ur point" seriously? ur provoking me man. i might not be as outspoken as the others who just shout "stfu, fuck u, fuck off" and other stuff when u piss us off. but i have a very strong feeling that if u continue the way u are, one day u might just get it from me too. VERY SOON! and yes, making fun of me has a limit too. i know the others always make fun of me but well, i dun get insulted. but the moment u do it, I FEEL SUPER INSULTED, I DUNNO WHY. its like the other day, he commented that my hair absorbs all of my nutrients so im skinny. and so, im like "have u seen fat ppl with long hair too? they dun have their nutrients sucked out from them. so having long hair means must be skinny lah?!" then i think wq could sense anger and immediately said "u know he's joking" and then im like "yah, i know" and rolled by eyes. i mean... seriously... if u wanna make fun of me, make it in such a way that it is actually funny =.=" and ur super low voice makes everything so much worse. alright. so wadever it is, he might either be angry with me because today is the first time i argued so much with him. other days, i always ignored him. or maybe like wad wq said, he FINALLY realised we didnt like him.
alright.... so, have been going to wq's house practically everyday this week. gonna go there again for the rest of the days till submission of report. oh well... i dun mind. cause his bed is... SO COMFORTABLE. and together with the aircon, can really fall aslp sia. now i know why he's always late. TSK! oh well... should really continue with report and slp early today. NEED REST BADLY! CANT WAIT FOR ALL THIS TO END!! ut and report.... CAN DIE
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currently 18 turns a yr older on every 18 july ex konghwaian ex broadrician current in RP; SAS Dip. in Biomedical Science Love me or hate me, its still an obsession
thr isnt anything which i reali wan.
things i wan doesnt come easy or else it wouldnt be worthwhile in getting.
if it comes easy, it totally defeats the purpose.
i wan something tats hard to come by and rare.
unique, special and out-of-the-world.
im not a materialistic kinda person.