;x just finished with rj. still havent started on lit review. OH GODDDDD~ but im here. cause i REALLY need to pen down my thoughts before i start reading up. alright. so, since sch started. i feel that i have changed. ALOT ALOT! which is only like 1 week plus? i can really feel the change. not sure when i changed also. maybe its when i was working as surveyor. i became quite outgoing. (like OHMYGOD? WHY AM I SO OUTSPOKEN NOW?) then ppl who i talked to for the first/second time today finds that im funny. (again, OHMYGOD? I DUN JOKE AROUND WITH PPL I'VE NVR REALLY TALKED TO BEFORE) >< and i actually feel pretty comfortable talking (talking, which includes joking) to ppl whom i totally dunno. ah, shit. i feel that im opening up too much. my wall is crumbling. *need to build up that wall again so ppl cant get that close to me* only ppl who can come in are the one who actually makes an effort to climb over it. ahhhhhhh..... i guess that wall will take some time to build up anyway. and its really not that easy to build a wall as compared to breaking it >< k, i sound REALLY heartless now. but yah, u cant trust everyone and open up to everyone, u know.
>< alright. i guess, i should, i must start readying.
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thr isnt anything which i reali wan.
things i wan doesnt come easy or else it wouldnt be worthwhile in getting.
if it comes easy, it totally defeats the purpose.
i wan something tats hard to come by and rare.
unique, special and out-of-the-world.
im not a materialistic kinda person.
